I’m back…
I haven’t really gotten used to this technology and I’m not sure if I would ever get used to this.
Don’t get me wrong… I love to write. I love to play with words in my mind. But blogging about myself means a greater chance of exposing myself to pain, judgment, and vulnerability.
They say that putting your thoughts in writing helps you express your innermost feelings. What you cannot verbalize, write…
I’d like to think that this blog is a time capsule of the events that were important to me, and with this I’m giving this another try. I want to get into the habit of doing this…
So what next? Why now? Hmmmm…. Well, I was looking at my college photos… my college friends… I said to myself, “It’s been a while.” A decade it is… But the feeling of missing is still strong. We used to hang out more often than is allowed. Lots of laughter, petty quarrels, trying times, fun-filled adventures… When we went our separate ways to earn a living, find our luck, to live our life, we got too caught up in the greater scheme of things. I can’t help but be nostalgic, hopeful that one day I can relive those moments… the feeling… the friendship…
We do not hang out anymore as often as we could or wish we could… maybe due to distance? and time perhaps? We seldom talk now… sad but true… But when we do, we don’t mind the time… we lose track of it.
Despite and in spite this I know I am genuinely happy for them… and that they are happy for me.
We will continue to silently support each other no matter what… So to all you guys… you know who you are… I miss you… Hope we can get into the habit of keeping in touch… once in a while… even once in a while.